I swear, today was one of those days when I just want to walk out and not look back.
One of those days when I feel like it doesn’t really matter what I do, I will end up being screwed in the end.
One of those days when I wanted to step outside and scream at the top of my lungs.
One of those days when I wanted to come home, crawl in my bed, pull my comforter over my head, and never come out.
One of those days when it is all too easy to forget why I keep going every day, why I keep giving it my best, why I keep caring.
I am so tired of the politics of it all.
I am so tired of that helpless feeling of being completely out of control.
I am so tired of jumping through hoops that just keep getting higher and higher.
I need to find my joy.
I just have no idea where it is hiding.
Come out, come out, where ever you are.